I have a phobia for death. It’s not that serious but it’s been more than 4 months I can’t stop thinking about death. I can’t even watch movies with gun fights or anything related to death. Every day on my way to office, I think about one day I’ll have to leave all these, I won’t be here and no one would even notice that I am not here except for my family and some friends. The world will go on as usual, my death won’t make any effect to the world. The thought of burying, worms feeding on my body, it’s so terrifying. The worst is what if I come back to life after they bury me.
I have been never like this before. My phobia increased even more since the terrorist attack on Delhi High Court on September 07 and the earthquake that came later that same night. I thought Delhi was going to end that day itself.
All I can do now is pray to God that make this transaction smooth.