Thursday, September 15, 2011

Going Psycho over Death!

I have a phobia for death. It’s not that serious but it’s been more than 4 months I can’t stop thinking about death. I can’t even watch movies with gun fights or anything related to death. Every day on my way to office, I think about one day I’ll have to leave all these, I won’t be here and no one would even notice that I am not here except for my family and some friends. The world will go on as usual, my death won’t make any effect to the world. The thought of burying, worms feeding on my body, it’s so terrifying. The worst is what if I come back to life after they bury me.

I have been never like this before. My phobia increased even more since the terrorist attack on Delhi High Court on September 07 and the earthquake that came later that same night. I thought Delhi was going to end that day itself.

All I can do now is pray to God that make this transaction smooth.

5 comments:

  1. Hey AK! I can empathise with you.. List time when I was not well, I was afraid that I'll die and how will I come to know that I'm dead.. People will enjoy life after me.. But it was just a thought. Don't let it intimidate you..We know death is the fact but we can't stop enjoying life.. I know you are a great guy.. So, love, live and enjoy life to the fullest :) Keep Posting ..

    TC,
    Ann

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  2. Hey Ann... Thanks for this words. I needed them....

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  3. Are you freaking Insane! Stop thinking about such stuff.... Take a break from your work, am sure it will help...Get some fresh air

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  4. Sad but true, we all have to lerave this place one day. Don't worry about that day. Enjoy your life while you can. Listen to some Metal....

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  5. Here in NYC there so much to be afraid of that everybody reached a point where we just dont give a shit what happens, and life goes on. Cheers. :)

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